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In Bed With Gigi Engle: Can Anxiety Ruin Your Marriage?

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Dear Auntie Gigi,

I've been with my partner for a total of 10 years, married for two of them. Throughout the relationship, our sex life has never been great. When it could be considered "regular," it was once a month. Now it's a much different story: This year, we've only had sex twice. One of those times was because it was my birthday.

My wife has a pretty serious anxiety disorder and has told me she's lost her sex drive. Doctors can't find any reason for it. It’s gotten to the point where even small acts of intimacy like holding her hand or kissing her causes her serious anxiety.

I've tried to communicate. I've told her I'm not happy with our current situation, and that I want a change, to which she responds, "Well, what do you expect me to do about it?" To her, sex isn't a big deal and she doesn't get why I'm unhappy. I understand that she has anxiety, but I don't understand why she doesn't seem to care about the physical part of our relationship.

What am I doing wrong? Or what should I be doing that I'm not? Is she just not into me anymore?

-- T

Hi T,

Let's start with your first point: that you and your wife have never had what you would consider a good sex life. Your relationship did not leave you sexually satisfied from day one. At your peak, you had sex with your partner once a month. But you didn't just tolerate that low average. You went ahead and married this person.

You have to be willing to take some responsibility here. If a major aspect of your relationship didn't sit right with you, getting hitched wasn't the most well-thought-out thing to do. Wouldn't you agree?

You have to be willing to take some responsibility here.

There's not a set number of times per week, month, or year for couples to have sex. That said, it's basically inevitable that whatever that number is, it's going to decrease over time. I’m not saying sex should (or does) stop being an important part of a relationship! But very few couples continue to have sex like they did when they first got together.

So in your case, I'm not surprised that you've only had sex twice this year. And for at least one of you, that number is totally not OK. Science backs you up there: Studies show that healthy couples (even ones who have been together for many years) have sex about once per week.

Now, I am not one for playing the blame game because relationships are a two-way street. There are certain things both people agree to upon entering a long-term romantic relationship; and that includes meeting the sexual needs of the other person. That's just part of the territory, and when it's not happening I totally get that you're distressed. It’s a shitty situation.

Let's move on to the next point: your wife's anxiety and lack of sex drive. I think it's great that you two went and saw a doctor, but you clearly weren't seeing the right doctor. Sex drive doesn’t just bounce back from zero because you started hitting the gym.

It sounds very much like your wife has female sexual dysfunction (FSD). Basically, FSD is when a woman loses her sex drive and her life is negatively impacted. You can read more about it and find some very valuable resources for treatments here. FSD is incredibly common and it’s a mystery why no one is talking about it. Obviously I'm not a doctor and can't make a diagnosis -- but as your Auntie Gigi, I'd say start there.

Like your wife, I suffer from a serious anxiety disorder. It affects my libido, sexual arousal, and ability to orgasm. And I can say from experience that the fact that your wife's anxiety is affecting your sex life and everyday intimacy is cause for alarm. She needs to find a psychiatrist she trusts and relates to. Try to approach her about this from a place of love, understanding, and wanting to get better. If she’s unwilling to see a mental health specialist, that says a lot about the relationship.

It's critical that your wife stop blaming you for wanting something so basic in a romantic relationship; and instead, starts taking her mental health seriously. I'm certain your wife cares about you. But I'm also afraid she is putting her guilt onto you as a means of escape. She's clearly going through some serious stuff right now. And the best way for you to be a supportive partner is to try to get her the help she needs while acting as supportive as possible.

It's critical that she stop blaming you for wanting something so basic in a romantic relationship; and instead, starts taking her mental health seriously.

The two of you would also benefit from seeing a marriage counselor. You need to get to the root of your wife's anxiety, your mutual insecurities in your marriage, and figure out how to mend what is clearly broken.

Life is too short to give up on intimacy and sex. It's part of what makes love so worthwhile.

Love your favorite internet auntie,
XOXO Gigi

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