This much is true: the 20 minutes fly by. I’m roused out of my state, whatever state that is, and...feel incredibly calm and confident. Sexually, at least. Any insecurities I have about sex were gone—no self-conscious thoughts about my body, no worry about if I could “perform” or not; of course I could, because I wasn’t even thinking about it.
You know how after Usain Bolt runs the 100-meter in 9.98 seconds, and he’s asked afterward, “What went through your mind during the race?” and he answers: “Nothing, just...my mind went blank.” That’s exactly how I feel. In the zone.
Of course, there's still one problem: there is no female in my immediate vicinity. My girlfriend was far away at this point, so I couldn't "test out" the aftermath. But it’s really not a problem. It was almost comforting to know I got to this level without a partner in the same room. Because I know it was real.
Per all of this, Dr. Marsh tells me that it's normal. I immediately see how this kind of hypnosis, when practiced time over time, could produce a very fruitful sexual relationship with a loved one. Patience. it's all about patience.